It should be so easy yet with our fear of rejection, we tend to complicate our lives unnecessarily, at least I know I do.
A new year has started. A lot different than last year in both my state of mind and how I have felt about myself and life. The Christmas period was extremely difficult AND challenging. I have never felt this lonely in my life, even at my darkest moment. I was so down I couldn't read anything that was remotely full of happiness from any of my friends/acquaintances. The walls went up, the barriers got installed and I waited for it to pass.
And it did. And now I feel a little better. Still lonely, still feeling like I'm missing out on life but a little more balanced. It will come back, eventually.
walking here with a smile. take care.. have a nice day ~ =D
ReplyDeleteRegards,
http://www.lonelyreload.com (A Growing Teenager Diary) ..
Sorry to hear the holidays were crappy :( It's such a weird time for everyone, I think.
ReplyDeleteNew Year! New Races! Paris! I know these don't fix everything, but hopefully they're a start...
Love that graphic. I hope you don't mind if I yoink it - I'll credit you. It's very much what I'm trying to work on these days - being more upfront about my needs/wants/dislikes, rather than expect everyone to guess and resent them when they don't.
Mr. Lonely, I have no idea who you are but thank you for your comment.
ReplyDeleteM. Thanks. that period is done and over with. Yes, lots to look forward to and not much to complain about. Please take away, but don't give me credit, I stole it from someone else.